whiney.

back.
surprisingly i still remember that i
had created a blog cos the previous times, i kind
of forgot all about it the next day itself. anyways, i still
havent got any 'general' issue, vaguely interesting, to share so i am
going to devote this post to whining..


things have become such a technical routine right now.
i mean i know that it is part of the PROCESS but still, it offers
no motivation or encouragement. and it doesnt really help when
you're unnecessarily lugging EXCESS emotional baggage around.
i wish i had a choice. actually nope. i KNOW i do have a CHOICE
but for some bizarre ridiculous reason it's just hard to throw aside.
and i think its pretty pointless for me to go around whining to the whole
world about it. i mean at the end of day it is my battle. and only I can do
something about it. yup. only I can. grrr..

well thankfully it doesnt seem to have that detrimental an effect upon
the larger scheme of things but even so... i suppose anyone could do
WITHOUT all of this. but then again, as the QUEEN of SCREW-UPS, not so
surprising that i land myself in what i
land myself in. but its not ENTIRELY my fault.. right?? LOL.

*i love the way i exercise self-pity.*

not just that.. based on all these reflections i have just come to realise that..
i am a bad BAD friend.
probably BAD DAUGHTER
apparently BAD GIRLFRIEND
possibly a BAD STUDENT.
and the list just goes on.
GOSH.
grrr
goddammit. it's orite.. nothing is beyond repair.
it's bad when it could be WORST. so yes some hope left!.

and whining has finally gotten to me.. i sound like an annoying
old woman. oh well, i am pretty darn SURE that there are fellow
beings who share similar sentiments at the current moment.
so i'll seek consolation in that. and yes to you fellow beings!
you're NOT ALONE. lol ok i think i am SLEEPY. but NOPE it's
time for TAGANOMICS. ahh what could be more refreshing than math
at this hour. i know.. COFFEE and COLDPLAY.
PERFECT.

till another (hopefully not as boring) post,
OUT!

vhat doo youu dink yabout dis?

so i am sitting here wondering what on earth i am doing here,
creating a blog when i am suppose to be mugging my time away
since there are ONLY 64 days left for the A's. well i suppose i've had
too much taganomics. if you're wondering what taganomics is
it just means that ya'll have not been blessed by my beloved math tutor..

MRS. TAG.
i swear she does it like no other. The most dedicated i've seen.
yes mrs tag, WE LOVE MATH. the depressing bit is that i learned
to love it abit too late. cos i lost my 'job' as math rep. i wasnt up to it.
mrs tag has got HIGH expectations ya see. you gotta be REAAAL good or
you're gone. i begged her to give me another chance. but nah-uh she wldnt budge.
damn i say.

now that i am done reflecting over my failure as a math student cum rep.

well, i have created 4 blogs so far. all got deleted cos blogging aint
really my thing. well i chose to try again. see if it works this time round.
(yah right).

if you're wondering why i named it what do you think about this here goes.

(a) i didn't know what to name my blog. as i was thinking this came to my mind

(i) nope i did not invent it
(ii) rishik and amitha did.
(iii) and dont ask WHY cos its a long complex story.

(b) i think rambling about my oh-so-exciting life would just bore you and myself
in the proces so i thought it would make far more sense to talk about issues that are
more general and maybe CONTROVERSIAL. and so you can tell me..
'what (d0) you think about this?'

but yeah right now i should head back to taclking more taganomics.
i'll see you at the next post with something more interesting and perhaps
contentious to talk about..

out!